WAKE UP

The last few weeks I have not been sleeping well at all. I have this archaic dog that gets up in the middle of the night and barks until you take him out. -.- My goals for this year are on the rocks, but I'm slowly starting to balance things out. I have been having weird anxiety about things that I shouldn't. Worst part is that it keeps me from sleeping most nights. Sometimes I think about the future, when I get old and getting diseases. I also have anxiety about having to get up, and being worried about whether I'll get enough sleep, and then I don't get enough sleep hahaha. Taekwondo and this blog are sort of an outlet. That and World of Warcraft mwahaha. I have been keeping myself busy with work and trying to establish myself. I feel stronger than I was a few years ago though. Definitely more appreciative. I am finding pleasure in small things, which I was not able to do before. HUZZAH My fiancé and I are planning our wedding, of course finances have to agree, which they never DO. LOL. But we are deciding on a WoW theme, Fall theme, or LOTR theme...maybe all 3. Yeah, we are nerds...BUT traditional nerds, not the "Hi I'm an attention whore nerd." Anyway, busy day ahead. Check in later.