A step in the right direction...

I have decided to seek some counseling.  My self esteem has always been bad.  I have decided not to be in a relationship for a while. I need to get to know myself again. I had very strong feelings for my ex, and he meant the world to me, and this is the first time i've ever had a broken heart...I am setting up an appointment with a counselor for after Thanksgiving.  Hopefully it will help me out on my journey.  I have been eating healthier, and I have to say my anxiety level isn't as bad which is always a good thing.  

Aside from that I have had some amazing friends who have stood behind me through everything.  I am trying my best, but there is still a lot of pain in my heart.  I hope the pain goes away soon.

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