Ok so I have a bit of a plan to help launch myself into where I have to be. Apparently all people think is that I am some spoiled white girl who gets everything handed to her, which believe it or not is not true. I work, and pay for a lot of what I have, but I cannot afford a car payment, insurance..I am a full time student, and I work part time during the week. I do not know what else people want from me. I am constantly being told to grow up, but the problem is when I get going on the right track someone or something always drags my mood or motivation back down. I am starting to believe what people say, and that really hurts me. But I have to stay strong, and stick to my gut. Which is what I intend to do.
There are not a lot of real people here anymore. The majority of people condescend or judge most people, the only reason I know this is because I used to do it. I don't anymore though. I want to be a good person in my eyes, and I think I can be. It will just take some time. BUT if I want something bad enough I have to work for it..and I will get to where I want to be, regardless of people's nasty comments.
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