Been a while...

Well I haven't posted in a while. But I will say this. It has been both a very good and very bad year so far. I have restarted my weight loss journey as well as my academic journey. This December I will be graduating, and hope to have lost 40 pounds by that time. I think it is doable, but who knows. I am discovering more and more about myself each day. Very concerned about some things...My mind has been racing about living and dying, and things that I shouldn't be worrying about in my mid-twenties. I often find myself feeling sorry for things I haven't done or have done. But I think the worst part is everytime I go through something, and find myself happy again I look for things to worry about. I don't understand lol. Anyway, I will be updating this daily again. Night night.