Confidence

So I have to say that the one thing I have always struggled with is my confidence. Not necessarily with looks or socializing, but more with doubting myself and my own abilities. Even with Taekwondo, my confidence has gotten much better, however I find myself doubting myself in certain fights. I will go against someone and then think "I'm not faster," or "I really don't want to lose." ANd then of course I end up losing haha. I am not sure what holds people back in life the most. I think fear is what holds people back from doing what they want to do. But then again fear can be a good thing so that we can learn from experiences. I don't know. Aside from that I am entering my last semester in college. Thank GOD! But I have to say I will miss it. I loved being a student, and I love learning. Hopefully I will figure out exactly what I want. But in the mean time I look forward to waking up everyday. I think the key to happiness is being thankful for what is around you. We often times take for granted what we already have. I have a long way to go, but I know i'll get there.